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A Flickering Brilliance
Brian K. Hamilla
Rasmussen College

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This reflection essay is being submitted on June 4, 2013 for Professor Leo Doucette’s COG-E242 Career Development course.

Introduction
It has been said that a person is the product of their environment, and that we are what we have been taught to be. Up to a certain point, this is true. As I reflect back on my own life, I continuously ask myself about who I am, and why I am the person I am. To a large part, it is how I was raised, but there are also the experiences I have been through that continue to mold the person I have become and will be in the future.
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Throughout life, I like everybody else who is alive has come to forks in the road that we travel on our journey through life. These forks in the road are choices, and the choices I have made are a large part of who I am. But, there is also a beginning or basis on why the choices were made the way they were. I was raised in a very strict household where being normal or ordinary was unacceptable, and even subject to punishment. Even mundane tasks were to be performed at superior levels. My father who is my biggest inspiration, used to tell my brother and I that “You are being paid to do your best; anything less means you are not earning your paycheck, you are stealing it, and stealing is a sin.” To this day, I keep him in the back of mind when I am going to do something. The last thing I want to do is disappoint or shame him.
The second reason for my being who I am is due to the almost ten years I spent as a United States Marine, including six years as a non-commissioned officer. Before I enlisted, I was like most teenagers in the 1970s, “when the going got tough, I got going”. The Marine Corps taught me how to persevere, gave me discipline, and showed me that the biggest obstacle to success was self-inflicted. Today, I am the

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