A Woman’s HEART
I can’t do this,
The life we once imagined was just the biggest lie,
I can’t take this
The expression of passion is so heavy
Fear is so broad and revealing showing it will be my suicide note
Leaving feels so cruel
That call was the biggest failure of my lifetime
Your speak is so unfamiliar
Looking at you is a piercing for eternal blindness
If you haven’t seen the crystal clear heartbreak in the blue sky
Crying will give this earth a quake where survival is unorthodox
The tone of your cheerful voice in every word sends 50,000 knives through my heart that’s been broken from just the joyful look in your eyes
The music doesn’t make sense anymore
The dedications and vows were worthless and meaningless, at the moment
I wanted you to speak to me,
Not in this way,
As a king to a servant,
The mockery you give denies my access to your heart where I once lived
The vengeance you’ve gained denies love
The words I’ve spoken, typed, illustrated was not real to you or was yours?
I’ve made the choice not to speak to you,
Listen and comprehend to understand completely why,
To speak to you is asking me to feel the pain, passion, broken pieces that I can’t seem to capture, to listen to the most precious thing a person has to offer break in so many pieces and fall to the floor.
Throw 5 glasses all at the same time to hear a sample
While your love evaporated,
We lost everything.
Everything WE had, vanished There is no purpose
I was weak for you
I left everything behind and never looked back for you, this, US, OUR future
I gave you--- ME for Eternity (I never thought eternities were so pocket-sized)
Never, not once did you say “THANK YOU”
I feel used in the WORST way,
I wasn’t use for sex, money, entertainment
You used the most valuable,
Most elegant,
Most indescribable thing,
A Woman’s