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Kill Me Monologue

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all the fucking things they said wouldn't kill me all the things that didn't leave me gasping for air when i felt like the ocean filled my lungs all those fucking things- the problems, the drugs, the sour, age beaten acoholic drinks- you're right. they didn't fucking kill me. they left me with fragments of still-functioning lungs. they fucking left me with tears forever soaking into my fucking skin. they left me lying awake at 4 am they left me wishing- they left me -hoping- that they had killed me.

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my body wasn't the majestic temple i wished it was. my body was the mangled branches of the forgotton forest. my body was the church set aflame by the rebels. my body was not white roses and yellow stained daisies. my body

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