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Internal monologue of Mamacita.
I love my home and I miss it all the time. Now I am in a totally new place, the U.S, for my beloved husband. I love him so much that I want to be with him even though I can not speak english at all. I was hoping there would be a turning point, and everything would be fine when I arrived in this place. But so far, I know I am a prisoner. The prisoner of the new appartement. I was trapped in this GODDAMN cage and could not fly away to my homeland freely. I changed the radio channels one by one in order to get closer to the language I am familiar with. I wanted to be surrounded by Spanish, so I turned my radio up even though I knew I was bothering others. But I wanted it too desperately and perhaps I was escaping from the powerlessness I felt. I cannot do anything in this all-English society. I am just like a lost traveler in the middle of nowhere, struggling for survival. So I just sit by the window all day, listen to the radio, miss my country alone and sometimes, cry. My husband and I have fights more often, he forces me to speak English! But I canʼt! I do not belong here! I DO NOT belong here! I was screaming at him, perhaps I was screaming at myself at the same time. I need to move on since I have arrived in this new country. I felt like I was dying a little more everyday, but still, all I can do is lying to myself like a coward. Until one day, I received the death sentence. ——I heard my little child speaking English. He was singing the Pepsi commercial he heard on TV. I was terrified and distraught right away. I was abandoned. His English excludes me from his world. I could no longer understand him anymore. He will flourish in America, but not me. The power of English defeats me and eats me like a monster. I believe I will cry more, but maybe someday, I will cry a river, and I will boat to my homeland and never come back again.

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