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Growing up in a poor household in East Denver was hard with a household of 6. Living in a home with no structure caused me to become a troubled child with lots of behavior issues. My exposure really didn't give me the best chances at life. Drinking and drugs was the norm and has always been a generational curse on my family. When I was a child I always felt that I would be different. Something in the back of my head kept nagging me to be great. I just didn't know what it was I considered God but was unsure about things. Now looking back, I felt as if I was stuck in the wilderness with the wolves that tried to confiscate my purpose.
When I became a teenage I fell into the trap. Marijuana and Alcohol consumed my …show more content…
It opened the door that took me on a wild ride. I was in and out of jail and group homes as a teenager. I even went to an alternative school to try and get my life back on track. Through all of this my purpose still dragged close by hoping to get my attention. In high school I did ok but ultimately, I dropped out in the 11 grade, I was failing at everything so I thought.
Soon after high school I met my wife Britnay, from this point on, I believe this is when the Lord started to reveal himself to me. She started to take me to church with her. Even though I had only been a few times it felt so natural to me. The purpose that had been following me all this time was now even stronger. I was still wanting to live my life for the flesh. I was still smoking and drinking and my wife even adapted my lifestyle. Fast forwarding we got pregnant and lost our first daughter. This loss brought us even closer together. Although, it was such a rough time for us we did go on to have a healthy son that next year.
Again, there was the nagging in the back of my head, so it was time to take the first step. I went cold turkey. No smoking, no drinking when I turned 23 years old. From then on, I noticed my actions were

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