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Professor Puklin
English 101
4 September 2014
The Darkest Day Time is one thing man has absolutely no control over. All we can do as human beings is simply make the most out of every moment we are given. Some utilize that time, and others waste it by wallowing in entertainment. I happen to be the latter of the two. I would consider myself an avid gamer, I have ample followers on Twitter, and I have more friends on Facebook than in real life. I couldn’t live without Netflix, I practically live in my home theatre, and I am currently learning C++. I want to mention that I did a full blackout as in I practically turned off the power in my room. My life is so entangled with electronics that this blackout felt like prison. Well the food was better, and I wasn’t afraid to drop the soap, but you get the point. It felt as if a part of me had died. I couldn’t even play Dishonored! I hate that I was given this mission just as I was gaining ground in a game I just started but not being able to play one game was terrible enough, not even turning on any of my consoles (which consist of my Xbox One, Xbox 360, Ps3, Ps2, PSvita, & PC) was torture. Being an avid gamer and all, I feel I spend a large portion of my time playing video games. Not being able to access them when they were right in front of me felt like kicking heroin with the supplier next door. It was honestly a horrific experience and I deserve a medal for staying true to the mission and restraining myself from divulging in my addiction. I
Jackson 2 felt like I was on punishment but I didn’t know what I did. But even though my passion for video games was put on hold, nothing could compare to the day of silence I endured without my music to soothe me and make my day easier. The absence of music was excruciatingly painful. It felt like the world was empty and there was no sound seeing as though I always have my phone and headphones on person. Also, 80% of the time you will see me with my headphones listening to music. Not having it was like losing a family member. Music is such a big part of my life because its practically laced into every task I complete. Actually I’m listening to music right now making this assignment 1000 times more bearable. I also play instruments so I brought entertainment to my life through that, but all of my sheet music was on my laptop so I could only play what my muscles remembered which was difficult. I literally stared at my phone on the floor in the middle of my room from the fetal position in the corner. This experiment showed my how much I depend on entertainment. One of my obsessions as I now consider my actions as consisted of communicating to my friends, and family through various ways. I talk on the phone, I tweet regularly, I text multiple people throughout the day, & I have even held up to 10 conversations at once through facebook so you can tell I talk enough for half the population in Arizona. Not being able to vent my emotions through Twitter, or talk to my friends and my close friends was hard, but what was harder was not being able to facetime my family in michigan. Since I am originally from Detroit, all of my family resides in Michigan over 2000 miles away. Funny enough we just so happened to have difficulties with our landline that day so it was kinda disappointing knowing I couldn’t
Jackson 3 talk to my family so far away. As for the people in Arizona, oddly enough I felt relief not talking to anyone. It was kinda relaxing not having to pick up my phone in that sense and respond to someone every five seconds. There were a few people I wanted to talk to badly enough to abort the mission, but I kept it under control and restrained myself. One more thing that was extremely irritating due to this blackout was the fact that my other online pastimes such as Netflix, Reddit, and 9gag had to stop abruptly. Even the part of me that likes to educate himself throughout the day on things that intrigues him had to stop which actually made me write down things I thought about and couldn’t look up the meaning or search the facts on it. For instance I was wondering what types of languages are required to write a program on the android or apple market. These are things that are extremely simple in this day and age but back then that would be more taxing and time consuming.
Thinking about how dependent I am on the internet was one thing but the thought of how hard it would be to look up that single question in a library it would take me leaving to the library, getting a library card, checking out a book, and flipping through countless pages for the answer. Today I can look up any question I have for free, in the confort of my home or on the go while out and about, and have various sources for facts. informations, and all this is mine at the touch of a button at lightning speeds.
Not spending my time doing something I found entertaining gave me time to spend time with my family and do some of the things they enjoy that don’t involve electronics. I spend a lot of time with my family since all 5 of us work or stay at home all day so no one is
Jackson 4 neglected when I do what I want, but it was so much we did that had nothing to do with electronics. We sat around and played board games, we played basketball in the driveway, we did a lot of stuff together. Something that connects you to the world can easily disconnect you from your everyday life by taking away your attention from other things daily.

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