My lovely beloved :)))))

You know ome weeks ago I was at the hospital the whole sunday because I had heart-ache...
As the checked me the found a black spot in my lung - but it supposed not to be bad...
I was told anyway to seek for a special lung clinic to be really sure of the results and so my lung will be in consequent observation... So I went to a really good specialist and he told me he will check it again...
Now I have a new appointment with him on Thursday... and to be honest I am nervous again... but I hope for the best...
Sorry for bothering you... :) I haven't told many people about it... actually it is difficult pretending everyhings is at its best like at work....

Maybe you want to see me at nights but hide yourself without any make-up :)))
Should be get a spotlight which only shines on me??? :) I am not sure this is the best idea haveing an angel in the same room :)))

OMG! ... and another Porsche??? Do you need 2? and another house???
You really are making me a poor man... Well, maybe a second house, I can't see might be cheaper also :)))
So better you keep my head then :)))
On the other hand I have some "head ache" from banging to the walls all the time :)) Kind of phantom aching :))))

So what can we do about our future communication, Honey???
Are you suggesting me to stay for some more years there???
I'd rather buy you whatever you need then put my money into the agency... Just rational...
And how about some sweet, romantic SMSs from me at least :)))

Don't worry... ocf I live now and in this reality (although I really doubt we have any clue what is going on else :)))
Actually I don't even think time exists - it seems to me a concept so our brains aren't overwhelmed from information at the same time... :)
Anyway I am trying to become better every day - something I'd need you to help me :)))

Ok, my little princes, I am ready to be shown the real