I get told everyday to relax. “You worry too much. You're gonna get an aneurysm!” my mother tells me. The fact is, that I have to plan, in excess, even a trip for the grocery store. I'm going to leave at five, get there by 5:15, leave by 5:30, get home by 5:45 and start to cook dinner which should take an hour, so at the most we’ll be eating at 7.. These sort of situations are replaying nonstop in my head. How can I do the most, for the amount of time I'm given? A question that should have been first asked by me.
Having a plan or model to go by so to speak has always comforted me. When I was young I would hate when my mom would take me shopping or out to eat. I would ask “Where are we eating? How far is it from here? What time are we leaving?” this would drive my mother insane, and me. Leaving the house without a plan, or goal is pointless in my head. I remember going to Pigeon Forge Tennessee last year for vacation and with the flux of activities and recreation I created a list of all the attractions in Pigeon Forge. After marking the ones off that I had no interest in, I was able to easily pick out the main things I wanted to do and see before our 3 days were up. This list stayed in my back right pocket the whole trip. You would find me with it out and a red pen checking …show more content…
Not necessarily calculus proofs, but real life situations. Growing up i've realized I have matured faster than my peers. I've alway felt older and more deliberate in my choices knowing how the outcome will be. I tend to find myself calling people of my age kids, like I’m speaking of them in third person. When a problem arises I examine it. What are the solutions and HOW are we going to get this done. When my mother and I had no place to go, I sat her down with me and said “HOW are we going to fix it?” We're still working on a solution till this day, but were on the right path. I should put that on a shirt.