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Personal Narrative: The Moment Before A Gun

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The moment before the gun goes off, there is a steady silence. I can feel the increase of my heartbeat. My palms are sweaty. I take three steps back from the line and wait for the sound of a gunshot. The wait seems long. The gun goes off and I place my left foot forward and suddenly I am doing what I know best.
I have been running for as long as I can remember. When I was a toddler, I spent my church nursery days, running around in circles, as the other children chased me. They eventually stopped from exhaustion, but I carried on, fascinated with the act of running. Then, in elementary school I would race my male classmates at recess and I loved it so much that I started running for my local track club in second grade. I initially began running

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