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The Trap
Kerima Polotan Tuvera
I was fourteen when we moved to Cabuyao. We reached the town at night and though it was notquite seven, the streets were empty. I had hoped we would get to it before dark, while there waslight enough for people to see us come. We knew no one, of course ² ´We·ll make friends,µ myfather had said ² and expected no welcome, but having left Tayug with reluctance, I had urgedmy father during the trip to drive faster so that we might arrive in Cabuyao early enough forsomeone to see us drive in.That was important to me.´Why, Elisa?µ my mother asked, and I could not tell her why, except that I had left behind inTayug one friend very dear to me. When the day came for us to go, we could not leave soonenough. I wanted the pain of missing Salud to start quickly. She said goodbye to me that morningby the plaza, asking, ´Are you taking everything, Elisa? You·re sure?µ When Mother frowned, Ihated Salud for betraying me.Several times that past year I had told Salud I felt that something was happening to me. I felt Iwas growing to be another person entirely. ´Something·s wrong, Salud,µ I said one day ² ´I·mgoing crazy.µ She had laughed and looked pointedly at my breasts and said. ´They·re growinglike mine, Elisa.µ She had a way of saying things like that, that angered and also disarmed me;she was 18 and the four years between us yawned like an abyss. During all that time I hadwatched her turn into a lovely, graceful girl, unfazed by adolescence, leaving me far behind,eaten with envy and yearning. When she laughed at me that morning, I refused to be shaken off.I dogged her all the way along Calle Santa, round the corner to Del Pilar, and catching up withher a few coconut trees from their steps. I said something that made her pull up and look at megravely. ´Help me, Salud,µ I said.That past September I had come home one Monday from school, my dress with

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...The Trap Kerima Polotan Tuvera I was fourteen when we moved to Cabuyao. We reached the town at night and though it was not quite seven, the streets were empty. I had hoped we would get to it before dark, while there was light enough for people to see us come. We knew no one, of course – “We’ll make friends,” my father had said – and expected no welcome, but having left Tayug with reluctance, I had urged my father during the trip to drive faster so that we might arrive in Cabuyao early enough for someone to see us drive in. That was important to me. “Why, Elisa?” my mother asked, and I could not tell her why, except that I had left behind in Tayug one friend very dear to me. When the day came for us to go, we could not leave soon enough. I wanted the pain of missing Salud to start quickly. She said goodbye to me that morning by the plaza, asking, “Are you taking everything, Elisa? You’re sure?” When Mother frowned, I hated Salud for betraying me. Several times that past year I had told Salud I felt that something was happening to me. I felt I was growing to be another person entirely. “Something’s wrong, Salud,” I said one day – “I’m going crazy.” She had laughed and looked pointedly at my breasts and said. “They’re growing like mine, Elisa.” She had a way of saying things like that, that angered and also disarmed me; she was 18 and the four years between us yawned like an abyss. During all that time I had watched her turn into a lovely, graceful girl, unfazed by adolescence...

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