There are times when you feel lost and somehow you wanted to just vanish. Times that you don't want to get up to bed and you dont want to eat and you dont care about the sorroundings and you dont want to deal with life and you just wanted to perish. It is just so funny how you feigned so much attention of being okay but deep inside you are wholly broken. You tried to paint a smile on your face and imitate a boisterous laughter and pretend you're having a good life where in reality, you are suffering from anxiety.

You don't even know what is really happening to you. You're trying to be good and do the normal things just the normal people do. But, no matter what what you are up to, still you don;t have peace inside your heart. SOmethings really